You are the one who asked, “How can I come to know the God you serve?” I understand your earnest question and I will provide you an answer. I don’t know who you are. I don’t know where you have been or what you have endured, good or bad. But I tell you a truth, none of those things matter. Though they make you who you are today, I know that He is able to make you into who you are not today. Yet, isn’t this why you asked?
The Lord has remained hidden from man because it is His desire that all who seek Him should approach their search through faith. We are expected to believe God. And doubt, though part of our long lists of sins, will never be a welcome visitor in His presence. Read the Bible. Pray for the wisdom to understand. Believe what you read. And respond with actions you know are necessary.
This is your answer. Did you expect more? Are you looking for something you can do to gain what you do not have? You will find nothing in you that’s acceptable to the Lord of Hosts. This ownership belongs to Jesus alone. And if the Lord, Himself, were to ask you to do something at the top of your ability you would strive to do it. Why then, shouldn’t you be willing to simply believe Him? This all He asks, for He will never allow any man to claim that God owes Him anything. God alone will receive praise forever. And man will be the one to give that praise.
You do not answer to me. I am no one to answer to. You will answer to Him alone. And what you do with this answer is between you and the Lord. He is enough to secure your eternity. He is willing to walk with you right where you are now. The question is not, “Is God willing to love me?” The question is, are you willing to believe what He has already promised. And if you can’t believe, at least tell Him about it. Begin somewhere. Or you go nowhere.
By His Grace.