I will relate what the Lord has done for me. I hope this is helpful to others.
He came back to get me when He had let me chase after sin for a season. During the last three years, or so, He has spoken plainly to me regarding what I must do every moment of every day. Now, if that were the sum of my testimony about what He has done for me it would not be fair to others. One more thing He has done that needs mentioning:
I had no teacher during those three years. It was the voice of Jesus alone which guided me toward what was pleasing to His Father. And as I understood I noticed Him ceasing to speak of certain issues. And when a new issue came up about my behavior He would instruct me in that also.
Now I have reached a point of understanding that seems to please the Father enough to suffice. There are many more things to build on, to say the least, but they will become a testimony of what is “more”. I am not saying I have arrived at a holy life. I am saying that it was the leading (the direct leading) of Jesus that has brought me to this place.
I mention these things because many of my brothers and sisters struggle against many sins and difficult times. I want to encourage you to seek His face with all patience and humility. I know you already do that. But I urge it all the more. He has taught me to listen to “what is.” I mean that He taught me to look for Him in the present, for the present is what eternity is. He has allowed the memory of what I have done to remain as He has uncovered the reasons for it and shown me the proper way to live my life. I hear His voice less clearly now. But there is absolutely no loss. For He has taught me how to live what His voice was urging me to attain.
Was there a formula I used to get here? The answer is a yes and no. These things you have known from the beginning: Read your Bible, pray, then do what the Bible and answer to prayer says you should do. If there is a formula that is it. Seek the will of the Holy Father in Heaven and do not lean on your own understanding. Don’t rely on man’s version of Christianity (psychology and the watered down gospel of the day). But seek the pure will of the Lord. He will show you what is necessary. And if you do not have a worthy teacher in Christ, Christ Jesus Himself will show you.
He once showed me a vision to give to another: I saw a box with eyes and arms with its hands folded in prayer. He commanded me to fold my hands like that and speak. What my lips spoke I relayed to the man, “Though they are led in darkness, yet will I lead them out.” So I can say with great confidence, take great heart in the Lord you serve in faith. He is willing to lead you to the Father. He is willing to give you the prosperity of eternity. And He is quite able to accomplish what He has promised He will do. Only be patient and humble while you wait for Him to arrive in that certain moment of eternity which is called “today”.
By His Grace.