I had two dreams I that kind of rattled my cage. I had been caught in some troubles with another. And the relationship ended up shattered. It doesn’t matter who’s at fault. The result is the object of both dreams. Though these dreams reveal a rather bad experience, I hope they might be helpful to others.
hypocrisy:
I dreamt I was attending a function with a lot of people, perhaps thousands. I and a friend sat in the upper row of the stands. I heard some people singing as they drove along the freeway to my right. It was a song I have been looking for with great anticipation of finding. I jumped up and said, “I’ve been looking for that.” My friend looked at me quite puzzled.
I ran to find the driver of the van. And when I did find him I asked him where he got that song. Instead of helping me understand he began to berate me for only wanting a portion of Christianity. (The song was something to do with the Christian life.)
I looked at him with anger and disgust. Then I walked away. That was the end of the dream.
Blasphemy:
I saw in another dream that a leader of a Church was teaching all the truth of the Gospel. One man was there learning with a vibrant heart. After that student had learned enough to understand fully, he said to the leader that he was going to open his own class room. The man didn’t wait for a response, but walked down the hall to another room and encouraged everyone to join him.
The leader watched. Then he walked outside and called to everyone there: “Come help me tear this building down! If we push with unison we can topple every timber.” As they began to push in unison, I woke.
The understanding the hypocrisy:
Sometimes we are so desirous of other’s understanding of Christianity that we push too hard against their perceptions. We tend to forget that we too were once flailing about trying to grasp the fullness of Christ. We often demand too much from those who can only eat the basics. And this is the meaning of the first dream. The driver of the van was me. The man in the stands was the other. The fault of the destruction of our relationship belongs to me.
As for Blasphemy:
The teacher is Jesus. And not one student will be allowed to “muscle in” on the Lord’s role in the Church. It would be wise of all of us to remember to sit quietly and learn. There is a place of sending. But it is not wise to bring division to the Lord’s Holy Temple. The Lord will simply tear down such a building with a rather quick judgment.
I present both these dreams and their understandings for everyone to consider. I am not any different than my brothers and sisters. We are all redeemed sinners. But it is my hope that there might be some value found among us at the revealing of these dreams.