Man called into a radio station.  He said ” sir I can tell you I will never forget.  I will never ever ever forget.  I will remember till the day I die and beyond.  I will never forget what happened on that day”.

That Sir is an awful lot of remembering.  There are some that would call that behavior pathological.  And while I understand what you mean, you display a pathetic lack of meaning in your life.

Where is eternity in your thinking?  I realize you’re not being coherent as you say all these things.  But just in case this really is the real you.  Do you fully expect to be able to remember 9-11 through eternity?

If that’s true, then according to you the Lord is a liar.  For he said the old ways will not be remembered any longer.  On the other hand, I will hand it to you that you may well remember.  For those in hell will consistently remember their folly and failings.

Just a little token thought to think about.