I said no one cares.  I see that no one is interested in sharing these words with me.  Life demands too much. 

But then I could not shut up.  I saw that it didn’t matter who cared or not.  I answered to myself, ” who are you to judge whether your service is a value?  Did the Lord grant you final authority on all that you do?”

So I sat for a moment.  And my soul remembered the following passage.

But if I say, “I will not mention his word or speak anymore in his name,” his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot.  Jeremiah. 20: 9