A man may say to me, “God cannot save me. I am too vulgar. I am too grounded in the things that are wicked. I adore the pleasure of the body. And though I would like to be saved, I cannot imagine why God would want me. I cannot imagine that he would even want to try.”
My friend, by what you say I see two things. The first is that you know God is Holy, and that he expects holiness from his people. And the second is that you do not understand the gospel of Jesus Christ.
You understand well enough that you are sinful and hopeless as you live the way you do. Good. Then begin where you are. That awareness is the very first step a man must take.
In regard to the holiness of God we will say these things. Holiness does not only have to do with righteousness; as if we speak only of judgement. The holiness of God has first to do with love.
The love of God is not defiled by opinion. Nor is it subject to a change in attitude. He is the very definition of all that is pure and lovely.
If you admire those who are able to love the unlovable, this ability finds its unceasing fulfillment in the love of God. He loves without ceasing.
Along with this love comes judgement righteousness patience and mercy. The love of God is what sustains all life for eternity. If there is the slightest lack in the love of God eternity will cease. So we are able to trust without fear. God is love and he is eternal.
In regard to the gospel we will say these things. What you lack is what you desire. What you desire has come to us long before you were born.
Jesus is the perfect representation of the love of God. God’s love compels him to be merciful. Just as surely as his love compels him to protect eternity from wickedness.
God has sent His Son to be the sacrifice for all who desire life. Those who run to him will be transformed. God’s love has so desired you that He has given his son over to death for your sake. How precious then are you?
For now, you perceive the love of God as law and judgment. But if you are willing, he is willing to show you differently. This is why it is written, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they will be filled.” That it’s all God requires from you.
He has heard your confession of sin. He knows that you love wickedness more than life. And his love has already provided you what you need.
Approach him with these truths that you have told me. Do not be so ashamed of your ailment that you refuse to go to the doctor.
He has it in his hand to be able to heal you and cause you to become a righteous man. He is willing and able to teach you how to live so that your life is pleasing to God the Father.
The wise will understand what has been written here. Reach deep within yourself and find strength. Do not look for strength to be a righteous man. Simply look for the strength to fall to your knees in prayer.
For now you stand with pride. That is the strength that will lead to death. But a humble acknowledgment of these things will lead you to life.
He is waiting for you. He is not waiting to judge you. He is waiting to help you.
I will add this. You see that I write these things. You consider that I am a godly man. But you do not know who I was. If any man was evil I was his equal, quite likely even more so. What I have described here is the very path I have taken. And over the years this is what I have come to be.
Not one ounce of my strength was spent to arrive in this place. The only model I have fun is to retain a desire for righteousness. Everything good that I have has been given by Jesus the Son of God.
If you will only trust him you will rise far above the place where I stand. This is the firm and trustworthy promise of the Most High God in His Son Jesus his Christ.
By His Grace