Indelible memory


sight

Sound

Taste

Smell

Emotional

Atmospheric

Anything can bring association between the now and what was. It’s sudden and it’s strong.

Those terrible memories you have about terrible things you have done, why are they the ones who are predominant in such memory recollection? Surely you have a great many pleasant memories. But your appearance of accusation is the first choice in associative recollection.

Let’s give it 50-50. Let’s allow that you have 50% bad and 50% good memories. (I know that’s a massive stretch). But it seems the bad memories come up far more often; the accusations fly from the past, and we have to look hard to see the joy. WHY?

Ponder that hard.

There is an answer. The truthful answer comes from Christ. It’s like one of those impossible puzzles, you’ll never figure it out until you really study the solution. Christ Jesus is the solution. 

What is this?


What is this spine that I wear on my back?
It’s not the one I was born with.

This spine is tempered steel .
“ I can’t live in a fire to temper my spine!”.

What is the strength of it?
What does this do that bones cannot?

Let’s take a look:

Why am I sitting here full of peace?
I look at the blazing aura of chaos I live in.

Full of bad choices, only responding to ducking and weaving.

So how am I at peace?

This is a hand of God!
This is where I can see Him!

This is how I can personally know his salvation is upon me, regardless my personal value!

Christ! Christ! Christ!

Is my transformed spine.
To give me peace in the pit of despair.

The Definition of Sad


Black, gray, white.

Monotone, color, light.

This world cannot write any story from heaven. It can only speculate, suspicion, imagine, the things of God in Christ.

You want to know what’s sad is?

All the stories of this world will gather together before the throne of God. They will see the Christ of God and attribute to him all their lies. Never having grasped the truth of God, they stand face-to-face with eternal purity.

They never knew the color of truth. To them it was nothing more than shades of black; opinions revered as if they were written from eternity. All of a sudden their lies are eternally exposed. All of a sudden, the foundation of their very souls shatters irreparably.

Having loved their own minds, they despised Truth. They have carried to the valley of decision all their murderous greedy actions. Dressed in wreaking rags, they have become utterly pathetic. Expectations of joy explode into terror. They have not even begun to Become.

There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth!

Happenstance


If you never feel tempted by the devil, it can only mean a couple of things. Either you have no moral compass so your conscience doesn’t bother you at all or you’re so in league with the devil you think everything he and you do is right (and not even you, let alone others, has the right to confront you).

On the other hand, if you were deeply bothered by your own desires in mind, tempted all the time, horribly regretful for the things that you do you know aren’t right, you’re being called by God. He has determined you belong to him which sets your world in a dead man Warzone.