“Yes!”


God says, “Yes“.  And he has engraved that Holy Word in the Holy Blood of his Holy Son across all creation!

He says “yes” to our desire to live forever.  He says “yes” to everything that is righteous and good.

If we do not live, as if he has said “yes” to us then, by whatever measure we fall short, we call him a liar.  It is established that God cannot lie.  So then who are we to refuse his answer?

He says “yes“, and so there is sure joy toward the promise of eternity.  He says “yes“, and so we become a righteous people in His Holy Christ.

The first is to believe and be set free from all the things that bring failure and shame.  The second is to “become” and overcome sin and temptation.  The first gives us strength to honor his Holy Name and testify with great boldness, even in the face of hatred and ridicule; even in the face of wicked and unholy doubt. 

The second gives our testimony the strongest possible foundation.  This is the strength to stand with glory; that standing which causes men to wonder and marvel.  We become His “yes” before their very face

God has said “yes” in the very suffering and blood of His Holy Son.  He has said “yes” to the destruction of all who do not believe and remain in the filthy death of unbelief.   He has said “yes” to any man who desires righteousness from his Holy Hand, and looks for it earnestly.

How do we dare say no?  Let us combine our knowledge with faith, and rise up to give Him the glory that is rightfully His! 

Let us not be like those who fell, dead forever, in the desert!  Let us be as the example of Stephen, his holy and righteous servant!

History in the Making


They were before us and have worked, in their day, according to what will they could summon.  Most crowned their life with abject failure.  Some found strength in their legs to obey.  And to some, their entire soul and body glowed with holiness.

They have been placed in waiting, as will we, and the Lord will do what is right.  He will assign to each of them, and to us, a rightful place according to the desire of each.  For the desire to serve Him is lived, and is testimony, both for us and against us.

God has chosen his King of kings.  He has placed him in the Most Holy Place.  And to the rest of men His grace and mercy abounds.

Glory to God in the highest, for His Holy wisdom, to impart a separation; each according to his place.  And the Holy One will do what is right according to Eternity.

It is for this reason that I write these things.  That I may stir my heart, and that of my brothers and sisters to renew  understanding.

I have perceived that God has strengthened his people with great mercy and patience.  Consistently, he has allowed His wayward people to encounter a time of replenishment.  A time when his Holy commands are taught.  As the people heard again, and understood, they were cut to the heart.  Though he has destroyed many for their disobedience, the remnant are always allowed a time of learning.

As often as a man will submit himself to hear, his heart will be cut, and confession with repentance will follow.  Then God will grant him a time of peace. 

But it is this very place where care is tossed away; where the desire of men takes root and again we go astray.  Is this really necessary?  This time of peace, he grants, is to test the heart.

From the beginning of the gospel until today, this has been played out countless times.  The embrace of wickedness has come among us, even as rain waters the grass in spring.  The holy Church has embraced the ways of the world, and fallen far from His Holy and righteous expectations even today.

Men speak of revival.  But by using the very word they prove that we have strayed.  So it has been.  So it will continue to be.  But my heart is cut because of its necessity.  The word still lives among us, and apparently cannot be removed.

But there is another word that stems the tide of this unholy tendency of God’s people.  Those few, who have found the strength in their body and soul to dedicate their entire days to the holy Lord of life, these are those who have understood the word:

Fear“.

Those who end their days in holy measure, have feared the difference between the Most High God and the ways of man.  They have perceived the willingness of the flesh to drag us into hell.  And they consistently appealed to the Sovereign God for the desire to serve Him.

Let it be understood that when we find ourselves in wayward stance, it is because we have not desired to hear and understand that we may do.  We have allowed ourselves to listen to the wicked tongues of men who do not fear God.  We have embraced the flesh, as if it is our friend, and given it a place to live among the things that he has given us which are holy.

How has our soul prospered by such abhorent behavior?  Is this the kind of man we desire to present before the Most High God on the day he calls us to account?  Are we pleased with our service to the Holy One?  Or have we relied, far too heavily, on his generous grace and mercy?  How is it that we try His patience like this?

His righteous commands are forgotten in less time than it takes to sit.  Though we have understood, and with earnest prayer have confessed our sins, and spoken of repentance, we find ourselves walking again in unholy manner.  Do not use to me, the unholy phrase, “We are only human.”

Perceiving these things, I could not be silent.  I appealed to the Lord for words that I may strike these things down.  In my zeal, I desired words that would provoke my brothers and sisters, yes and even I, to obey with consistent behavior.

His answer was wise and kind.  “If the people are given command, they will disobey, and their guilt will mount up.  The weak will be shattered, and there will be no place for them to hide.”  (paraphrased by understanding.)

The Lord is wise and true.  He has set the Holy One in his proper and Majestic place.  The mercy and teaching of the living God is dispensed, by His grace through Christ Jesus.  No man has foundation to command another.

But I look on the assembly of testimony; the testimony of those who have gone before us, and even of us who remain today.  I find us lacking so pathetically.  He is so worthy, but we are so horribly unwilling.

Who, among us now will desire to do the will of the Holy One?  Who will desire a greater standing before the Most High for eternity?  Who will stand tall for his brothers and sisters and show them, “This is ‘The Way’ walk in it.”?

Who will give counsel to all men, wicked or righteous, by the conduct of their life before the Most High God; that those who see may find strength and live?

When I look for an example where can my face turn?  It is as if the entirety of the church has said, “My relationship with Jesus is private, and you have no right to inspect it”.

My dear brother, you are inspected.  Everything you have become is witnessed by every man who sees you.  How can you say your relationship with Christ Jesus is a private matter?

Others will say, “I will live by grace.  God will cover my sins and accept me because of Christ Jesus His Holy Son”.  How could I possibly contend with that statement?  But where is the holy service that is due toward his Holy Name?  Where is the obligation to be our brother’s keeper?

Put aside your own salvation and concerns about your place in eternity.  Do we not have a responsibility to teach what is holy by the doing of it?   Shall we arrive before him alone?  Do any who read this truly desire to be put to shame on that day?  Would we not rather appear, holding hands of those we haved loved, even to the death of our own desires?

Unholiness is the child of excuse.  And excuse is born from a lazy attitude.  These things are true I do not accuse.

But what is “good” comes, by birth, from consistent practice of what is good.  While what is less, is born of the flesh and the evil desires that war within us.

When will the fear of God inhabit all God’s people?  When will they, with great zeal, go into the things that are theirs and destroy the things that do not belong to God?  What can be said to provoke a holy testimony in all my brothers and sisters?

I have spoken with great restraint.  I have not spoken to strong men.  For then my words would not have been formed in question.  They would have recalled the great and holy commandments of old.

To the weakest among us, I make this appeal.  To those with weak legs and severe lack of understanding, I present this plea.   I have appealed with the mercy of God.

Holy Father I beg you by your great wisdom, righteousness, and mercy, to watch over this writing as men read it.  Let none be dashed to pieces as they understand.  Rather counsel them with your great compassion, and lead them to the better place.

In Christ, your Holy One, I place my faith.  I confess I have no righteousness of my own.  My lack is displayed before you everyday and even when I sleep.  But in Christ Jesus you have placed me.  By your great tender mercy, you have given me this place to serve.  You have even taught me how to believe that your every word is true and living, and that to the doing of it.

Without your Holy Son, we can do nothing.  But with his strength and counsel we can come to the place where we please you greatly.  Therefore please, attend with mercy those who read.

By asking you this I do not presuppose that I am something.  Rather it is you who are all in all.  May your Holy will be done.  May your people rise up and bless you with great bounty, even as you have blessed them with your great mercy.

This letter is an appeal, from one man to another.  It has no authority but the love we are all compelled to return to our mutual Lord.

Prayer Against Fear


Mighty and Righteous Holy Lord, You who lives forever by the Righteous Judgement of the Sovereign God.  You are trustworthy and true.  No doubt is born of you!  But by Holy union, you cause us to believe.

There is no fear that shall overtake us, if we will but lay down our pride and accept your glorious gift of life.  The Holy Father himself has declared this to be true. 

Therefore we surrender as we find ourselves able.  We have called our fear humility, and we are in error.   Open our eyes that we may see and believe.

We beg you for strength, simply to believe.  We are weak in our way, please accept our apology.  But grant us wisdom to understand!

For you cannot lie and you have sealed your promise in the Holy Blood of your Holy and faithful Son.  Though our weakness is blatant, we beg you for mercy.  For we have not understood as we should.

Cause growth to our faith!  Let us rise up and believe.  Let us defend your Holy Name, in this place of testing; this by our firm trust and patient doing. 

You have displayed your intent in the greatest of possible love.  Therefore give us the gift of faith.  Do not allow your people to rest in the faith of man.  Rather transform us into The Holy Faith of your Holy Way.

Then you will have what is rightfully yours; a people separated from the wickedness of this rebellion against your Holy Law.

All day long and even into the night, temptation assails, and in our weakness we are tossed about.  Send understanding O’ Sovereign One! 

You lack by our weakness toward fear.  We are bent toward fear as the trees along the ocean are bent by the constant wind.  Holy One, this should not be!

Come among us and give us strength to serve, that your bounty may be evident before your Holy Throne!  Come and  cause to be, what is rightfully yours.

By the Holy Name of your Holy Christ, the perfect and faithful One, grant that we should rise and believe.

From Dark Perversity to Blazing Light


It may seem odd to many people, for they see what I write.  But I am not a righteous man.  I have never been a righteous man.  Nor is it possible for me to say I am now a righteous man.  And I will wake in the morning a wicked fool.

You may think this is some kind of trick.  “Perhaps he’s about to make some play on words.”  But I am telling you what is true.

Take away the Spirit of Christ within me, and I immediately fall to the man I always have been, and far worse.  Do you doubt me?  Then I propose to you that you do not know the gospel of Christ Jesus.

Do you really think a man must be righteous in order to speak of the gospel with boldness?  Must a man be righteous, in himself, in order to speak against the wicked?  I tell you no on both counts.

The Spirit of Christ within me speaks these things.  I simply relay what I hear.  “Perspective” comes from him and I speak what I see.  And if I do what is right it is not because I desire to do all good things.  The Spirit of Christ tells me what I must do, and I do it.

I have come to lean on the Lord Jesus for everything.  And this is not to my credit.  He has taught me to listen to him in everything I do.  Even my desire to love him is not from me.  It is a gift from him for he has taught me to trust him.

“This is what is meant by, Unless the Lord builds the house the builder build in vain.”

You may think this is some silly attempt at humility.  If that’s what you think, you are deadly wrong.

Please let me ask you a question.  How can a man act in a heavenly way, when all he has ever known his wickedness and death?  that os to say: with what understanding can he lay aside all that he has been taught?  My mind retains the horrors of my own wicked sins.  But the love of God quiets me, as if a crying child.

It is as though a man wears a certain kind of glasses.  What he has known, discolors everything he sees.  Even as we read the Living Holy Scriptures, we are prone to interpret them according to our own knowledge.  And even while someone, with understanding, tells us what the Scriptures mean, we hear with our own wicked ears. 

What was born and thrived in wickedness cannot give birth to what is holy.  A wicked heart can only give birth to death.  It takes what is Holy to come and give birth to what is holy.  And a perverse parent cannot teach a child to be a righteous man. 

What is black cannot make itself white.  Pure whiteness has no darkness in it.  Things that are “not” will not find ability to become.  But God can raise the living dead to eternal life!

We need someone to listen to our very thoughts, and help us correct them as they appear.  This is what the Holy Spirit of Christ does in the believer.  And as a man sees how radically different truth is from his own perception, he begins to love the truth. 

This is how he desires to dress all men.  And I testify that he does this, if a man will only ask in humility. 

Men fear to come to him because they know they are wicked and they know he is true.  But they hate him for no reason.  He shows us what we are, and humility is born.

I have spoken what is true here.  It is eternally impossible for a man to be a Christian on his own.  This is why so many live such horribly pathetic Christian lives.  They have a “form of religion but deny the power of it”. 

To “deny” means more than to say that something is not trueTo deny the power of God, is to stubbornly raise your hand and stand in your place saying,  “No I will not obey!  I refuse to believe!  I refuse to receive what you offer”.

We are born in death.  But by his promised willingness, he transforms us into life.  Go to him consistently, and you will see that what I say is true. 

Present your ragged and useless soul to the living God in Christ Jesus His Holy Son, even in his Holy name.  In a short time you will begin to see what a vicious murderer of righteousness you are.

He has promised, and cannot lie, he will raise up all who come to him.  But do not be deceived by the liars of this world.  To be transformed from death to life is no pleasant task.

There are great tears to shed.  There is horror to endure as you see who you really are.  There is great fear to fall upon you.  And all this will come to you, far before the peace of God gives you strength.  But endure this Holy beating, and you will find he is compassionate and full of generous love.

Many have tried and failed.  They testify that the way of God is full of misery.  But they testify from the volume of their own wicked heart.  They did not come to love the living God in Christ Jesus. 

They remained in their own depravity and would not allow God to open their eyes.  They came before God that he might praise them for being good men. 

To their shock, they began to see what a lie they have been.  So they quickly turned away from him and screamed to all men, while pointing at God,  “He is wicked and his promises are not true!”  Thus they have proudly announced that God is dead.

So they testify to all men, the first and greatest lie:  “God demands too much of us and is not willing to lend a hand.  He demands holiness and gives us no tools with which to grasp.  His promises are not but a trick; an evil and unholy trick.”

They will receive the proper reward for their insolent and wicked perceptions.  And to add to the plight of these perverse men, is that they have taught others their perversity.  God will surely call them to a Blazing Fire of Holy accountability.

But if you desire life, understand what I have written.  If along the way you desire to return to death, you will know it and die.  But you are dead already; condemned before God for the wickedness that you are.  What then, can you possibly stand to lose? 

If you don’t go buy food, from those who sell it, you will not eat.  And man is not a garden of holiness in himself!

Psalm 50


16 But to the wicked person, God says:

“What right have you to recite my laws
or take my covenant on your lips?
17 You hate my instruction
and cast my words behind you.
18 When you see a thief, you join with him;
you throw in your lot with adulterers.
19 You use your mouth for evil
and harness your tongue to deceit.
20 You sit and testify against your brother
and slander your own mother’s son.
21 When you did these things and I kept silent,
you thought I was exactly like you.
But I now arraign you
and set my accusations before you.
22 “Consider this, you who forget God,
or I will tear you to pieces, with no one to rescue you:
23 Those who sacrifice thank offerings honor me,
and to the blameless I will show my salvation.”

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I will confess before him and before the Great assembly of all men.  The Lord is faultless and true.  The Holy One remains and will never be moved.

How can I make my soul hear His Holy words, which stand as blazing fire against my evil ways?  If I thought I could stand, I find myself guilty.  What shall be said of this fool?

How shall I escape when none have before, nor will?  I say to my soul:

“You know what is right to do.  Appeal to the Holy One for mercy; that he may teach you his way and you will walk in them.  Appeal not once, but a million times.  Wear yourself out before his Holy Face!  Strive to cause a rut with the knees of your begging, in his Holy throne room floor.

Consider the cost, as you have heard him speak.  He will suffer no loss at the demise of the wicked.  For he does not count them among his things.

But you, you soul of a foolish man!  Go and present yourself before the Most High that you may live!  This flesh must die!”

Double Mindedness


My Christian Brothers & Sisters.  Why did you waste your time loving the world and desiring to serve God?  Why do you leave yourself double minded?  Why do you pledge your allegiance to the world and to God at the same time?  How can you think this is pleasing to either one of them?

The world will despise you, for you say you love the Living God.  And you present yourself unpresentable to He who lives forever.  For you love the world which hates Him.

How is it you think you can serve where man has been told it cannot be done? 

The world plainly says it will hate God even unto murder.  And God has plainly said, he has hated the ways of this world even unto annihilation. 

So how can you stand with one foot in the world and one foot in the temple of God?  You will be ripped in two, and fall, irreparably, into the endless chasm of destruction.  You will not be received by God.  And hell will not love you.

What is loss can be called loss, even while it remains.  What is gain, can be called gain, even while it remains a promise.

See these things, and decide for yourself whom you will serve.  Either abandon God and love the world, or abandon the ways of this world and love your God.

Grace is given to those who repent.  Do not think it belongs to the double minded.  The Lord has called us to death; that we may gain eternal life! 

He is not some sweet little cuddly teddy bear.  He is the Holy Lord!  His words are true and faultless, and he will do as he has promised! 

Destruction will come to all that hate him.  And eternal life will come to all those who despise his enemy; to the doing of his commands.

Do not be deceived.  Every man reaps what he sows.