The Perplexing Question


My God, you are so sweet.  You bring me a perplexing question, to which I have no answer.  But now I strive to provide an accounting to your tender truth.

“Why do you pay attention to these things of the flesh, and come to Me for wisdom?”

You do not ask without expectation of answer.  Draw up my will to answer.  Summon my soul to answer.  Seek what is faultless and true.  Condemnation is perceived.  But growth is offered.

Why do I listen with my eyes of flesh?  Why do I allow perception to appear from my fleshly ears?  Why do I allow division to exist, when fullness is offered so freely?

For surely, there is a place where I do not allow these things to divide.  There is a place where Your wisdom abides, as freely as it is offered.

Shall I blame the condition of limit, in which man is forced to live?  That is no answer to Your earnest question.  That is to seek an excuse.

I shall ponder this with willing heart.  For You call me to “All”.  And there is “All” for the taking.  Holiness beckons.  The fullness of Stephen awaits.

I stand between fullness and want.  I stand at the door of “becoming”.  Why hesitate?  For now, I can’t answer.  What a shame to me that I should not be able to give an immediate answer.  What a shame to me that You should have to ask.

Yet what possibilities for Your Glory are present!  What service remains undone.  What rekindling of flame demands too much time.  What a raging story is yet to be written.

By Your Grace we prosper, and that for Your Glory’s sake.  Direct my mind.  Direct my will to hear.  Regardless the surroundings, Your people should endure with great vigor.  This is so.  This is true!  Show me how to endure, according to the power of You, O Christ of God.

Spiritual Fashion


The old man sits on his porch dressed, and covered with a white blanket draped around his body.  While it was yet dark he appeared.  No one saw him emerge. 

It is his habit to go to God early.  And the blanket has become this spiritual fashion of choice.

Cigar in hand, he ponders the things that man, rarely knows or senses.  So on the front porch, he sits as light begins to dawn.

Lost in a world invisible to men, he is not aware of approach.  Feet carry another; perceptions cross as two paths conjoin. 

One sees truth.  The other is lost in lie.  Nothing is spoken, yet God hears:

“Teach me ‘Great Sovereign One’ what is true, that I might serve You with faithfulness.  I beg You, let me become your desire.”

“What an odd excuse for a man.  May my future have mercy on me, that I may not become as he.”

As time moves quickly, they part present company.  Never again opportunity.  One has won.  The other has loss.

In the Blink of an Eye


Regardless whether you believe it or not there is a place where you will give full (I mean full and involuntary.) testimony about what you have done in this body He has given you as a test of your heart.  The Lord once showed me how quick and permanent this testimony is.  He approaches you unseen.  And in less than a blink of an eye you know what He has found within you.  It is quicker than anything you have ever known.  And the concluding judgment is made by the One who is the final authority over all heaven and earth.  Though you deny what He finds He will simply retain His own judgment of you.  Your denial will accomplish nothing in your defense.

You will leave this body soon.  And you will be a soul who will appear before the Lord Jesus.  What will you say for yourself?  Will you dare say that you simply couldn’t curb the natural instincts?  If that’s your plan you know nothing about what the Gospel offers.  Look into it my friend.  The message of God through Jesus has the power to set you free from the things that will surely destroy you.  It is not religion.  It is true freedom to do what is good and right and just; to stop sinning!  No one who listens to Him will return to sin.  And this steadfast heart, that He will give you, will set you free from the condemnation you now face with a certainty.  No man can tame the body by himself.  Without Jesus you are locked in the perception of the body.  With him, however, your perception becomes as God sees the world.  This perception is a gift from God to all who call out to His Son in faith.

I have spoken here from God’s perspective.  Do you hate what I have said?  Do you find yourself doubting that you can lead a sinless life?  It is because you are locked in the perception of the body.  If you had been set free by the Lord you would have had an entirely different response to this message.  This perception I’m talking about is called living by the power of the Holy Spirit.

As we live by this Heaven born perception we are living by His Holy Spirit.  This gift of perception is the very power to be free from sin.  How can you listen to what has not been given to you?  How will you fight the sinful nature that you are, without being able to perceive what it does?  Enter into Jesus and He will show you clearly what the sinful nature (that is the body) is doing.  And He will set you free to choose what is good, right, acceptable to God, and eternal.

As you learn to love Him, you will learn to hate what He hates.  Come on now.  You have only a few years to live in this body before you are to give account of yourself (and that in less than the blink of an eye).  If you accept what He offers now you will never die.  If you refuse to listen to this message, you will certainly die.   As the Bible says, “He who is righteous does what is right.”  Come to Him in prayer and begin the journey into what is right, good and eternal.  Why would you die?

The Temporal Unhinged


A spectrogram of the phrase "I owe you"

A spectrogram of the phrase “I owe you” (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

As I reflect on what I have become, because the Living God has called me to dance for Him in “The way”, I see without perception.  He has granted me, and all His people, senses that yearn to grasp what man cannot perceive alone.

The things of man do not entice me anymore.  A language foreign dresses my tongue, often.  The “mind” He has granted seeks for what is unseen, unspoken, and unfelt.  I look for these things among those I meet.  I constantly look for the signs of brotherhood in a place of individualism.  I search for that unity of the Spirit of God among men.  Rarely do I find it.

All this teases, prods, and provokes, all day long and through the night.  Because I do not find what He teaches me to desire among men does not mean it is not there.  Even I restrain my tongue while I am among them.  What is revealed by the hand of God among his people is hidden from the eyes of those who do not care to ask.

If they asked I would show them this place.  But no one asks.  When they speak to me they speak of things of man.  But no one asks regarding the things of God.  I do not hold this against them.  I too once kept to the things of this world.  But now a way beyond this place attends my very soul.

Of Animals and Pens


Rodent

Rodent (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

a ball point blue ink pen.

a ball point blue ink pen. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The pen sat on the drawing board; waiting to be used.  Outside the window roamed an animal; waiting to be tamed.  All was ready and waiting.

The writer awoke.  Stretching his limbs, he committed himself to the routine which has been his way since he was a child.  All was prepared for him before the dawn.  Unaware of the gift prepared for him, the writer made a pot of coffee.  A simple pen, and a tiny animal, were about to change his life forever.

With coffee in hand he went to the window to see what the day had brought to the living picture before him.  His eyes looked at the sun, hidden behind a cloud.  He traced the skyline down from the hills and to the place he called his yard.  The animal came into view and he considered its movements.  Pondering what the animal was doing, it came to him about how men tame animals.

Men will capture an animal and teach it to feed from what they provide.  He considered how man will care for the animal in every possible way and with great care to its needs.  His mind saw how men will draw cartoons of things not real.  And how they contrive amazing imagination to represent the life we all live.  These two thoughts sat still in his mind.  They waited like faithful little dogs, panting and waiting to be noticed.

Then it dawned in his mind to write.  With his eyes opening wide with understanding, his hand quickly pulled out the chair and sat at the desk.  He had something to write, something of great importance.  Yet the pen did not find its proper place in the fingers of the man’s hand.  Something was consuming his attention and the pen was not useful at the moment.  He looked again at the animal.  Then the thought began to unravel from that tightly wound ball of twine called mystery.

A man will tame an animal.  He may teach it to act out some characteristics of man.  Perhaps a parrot will be taught to mimic the sounds of a man.  But it is not a real man.  The animal simply becomes a trinket for all to marvel at.  Yet he cares for it dearly, as if it were a tiny man.

Thoughtlessly for a moment, his eyes slid down.  They came to rest on the pen, gleaming in the sunlight.  He perceived that a man might draw the semblance of a man.  And he might cause it to move through animation.  In this animation he might give the drawing words to speak.  And people will marvel at the message which comes from stacked papers in the form of moving creatures.  Even grown men will enjoy the visage.  But it is not real.  It is the imagination of a man to another man.  And the message is the important “real” character.  Just as the tamed animal is taught what is “real” from its trainer.  Both become a message to another man.

And as the man thought of these things he understood the reason for this train of thoughts.  And a sound inaudible filled his soul as words were remembered.  “What is man that you are mindful of him.”  At this noise of silent remembrance he stopped thinking and looked up with eyes that did not perceive anything at all.  He now looked with his soul to grasp the un-graspable meaning.  Nothing of man moved in his mind.

Now he watched something grow before him.  He allowed it to take shape as if it were some kind of being.  He had something on the very tip of his soul.  It beckoned to be held and examined.  And he perceived that this artifact was a beautifully arranged understanding.

He heard, with his soul, what was said before all that is was made:  “Let us make man in our image.”  His mind awoke and asked a question, “Why?”  The answer came in a flash of understanding.  And he knew, without a doubt, that he had heard something valuable.  “For the same reason you tame an animal or pen a creature with human traits.  You do these things to contain a message to your brothers.”

Awe struck him and he considered silently for a while.  “What could this really mean?  How do I create words from man who will utter what I have just heard?  These things are beyond ability to string letters together.”  And his hand only moved to bring the cup to his lips.  The pen lay still, still waiting to be used.

After a moment of reflection on what he had just perceived to be true, the man reached out for the pen.  Quickly now, write.  Write with deft words, trying hard to capture the image into words his brothers might understand.

Summation is all he could manage to write.  There are no words to describe the “vision” of his soul.  He wrote this:  “You are a message to my lovely Son.  I love Him and will dress Him in fine clothes.  Though His Righteousness has been challenged, I will prove Him Myself.  He will rule for My sake.  And you are to worship Him.  I have decreed this message to Him through living creatures.  They will bend their desire to submit to Him.  And I will grant them as a gift, as a token of my love for Him.  I will place these creatures in a place where they will be tested, so that they will prove their worth.  For I will not give my Son something valueless.  Any of these creatures, who desire to become part of this gift, will call out to Me.  I will teach them My ways so that they might be clothed in appropriate dress for a great wedding.  I will present them to Him, for He has earned the right to marry.  He will be your God.  And you will be His people.  So it is.  So I have purposed.  So it will become.”

And now the writer sat still.  This day had begun as all the others.  Yet this message, this understanding, was transforming in value.  And nothing could be done but to worship the One who just gave him something eternal.