Warnings?


Konstantin Flavitsky - Christian Martyrs in Co...

Konstantin Flavitsky – Christian Martyrs in Colosseum. 1862 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I have considered how to relate this soul shaking account which Eusebius of Caesarea gives us.  But there is no way to do it here except that I copy the text and let you read it for yourself.  See if this doesn’t seem to have implication to our own day.

This instance is taken from the 8th book of his work.

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1. It is beyond our ability to describe in a suitable manner the extent and nature of the glory and freedom with which the word of piety toward the God of the universe, proclaimed to the world through Christ, was honored among all men, both Greeks and barbarians, before the persecution in our day.

2. The favor shown our people by the rulers might be adduced as evidence; as they committed to them the government of provinces, and on account of the great friendship which they entertained toward their doctrine, released them from anxiety in regard to sacrificing.

3. Why need I speak of those in the royal palaces, and of the rulers over all, who allowed the members of their households, wives and children and servants, to speak openly before them for the Divine word and life, and suffered them almost to boast of the freedom of their faith?

4. Indeed they esteemed them highly, and preferred them to their fellow-servants. Such an one was that Dorotheus, the most devoted and faithful to them of all, and on this account especially honored by them among those who held the most honorable offices and governments. With him was the celebrated Gorgonius, and as many as had been esteemed worthy of the same distinction on account of the word of God.

5. And one could see the rulers in every church accorded the greatest favor by all officers and governors. But how can any one describe those vast assemblies, and the multitude that crowded together in every city, and the famous gatherings in the houses of prayer; on whose account not being satisfied with the ancient buildings they erected from the foundation large churches in all the cities?

6. No envy hindered the progress of these affairs which advanced gradually, and grew and increased day by day. Nor could any evil demon slander them or hinder them through human counsels, so long as the divine and heavenly hand watched over and guarded his own people as worthy.

7. But when on account of the abundant freedom, we fell into laxity and sloth, and envied and reviled each other, and were almost, as it were, taking up arms against one another, rulers assailing rulers with words like spears, and people forming parties against people, and monstrous hypocrisy and dissimulation rising to the greatest height of wickedness, the divine judgment with forbearance, as is its pleasure, while the multitudes yet continued to assemble, gently and moderately harassed the episcopacy.

8. This persecution began with the brethren in the army. But as if without sensibility, we were not eager to make the Deity favorable and propitious; and some, like atheists, thought that our affairs were unheeded and ungoverned; and thus we added one wickedness to another. And those esteemed our shepherds, casting aside the bond of piety, were excited to conflicts with one another, and did nothing else than heap up strifes and threats and jealousy and enmity and hatred toward each other, like tyrants eagerly endeavoring to assert their power. Then, truly, according to the word of Jeremiah, “The Lord in his wrath darkened the daughter of Zion, and cast down the glory of Israel from heaven to earth, and remembered not his foot-stool in the day of his anger. The Lord also overwhelmed all the beautiful things of Israel, and threw down all his strongholds.” [Lamentations 2:1-2]

9. And according to what was foretold in the Psalms: “He has made void the covenant of his servant, and profaned his sanctuary to the earth,–in the destruction of the churches,–and has thrown down all his strongholds, and has made his fortresses cowardice. All that pass by have plundered the multitude of the people; and he has become besides a reproach to his neighbors. For he has exalted the right hand of his enemies, and has turned back the help of his sword, and has not taken his part in the war. But he has deprived him of purification, and has cast his throne to the ground. He has shortened the days of his time, and besides all, has poured out shame upon him.”

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Yet to See His Face


Jerusalem

Jerusalem (Photo credit: swallroth)

I miss what I never had.

Nor can I venture to that place.

The road to Emmaus lay broken.

The walls of Jerusalem broken down.

To sit on the grass and reach my hand,

Into the basked to retrieve;

A fish and a loaf in endless supply.

To enter the water at the care of a rough hand.

To rise above it to see the face of John the Baptist.

To hear the footsteps of Romans coming to take me to the lions.

To see the shadow of Peter heal a cripple who dared to believe.

I miss what I never had.

How could this be?

But I am sure what I never had is held in the hand of He who lives forever.

The nail scared hands of love will bear them for eternity.

What I miss I will enter.

I will yet see the face of He who loved me and gave His life for me.

I miss Jesus!

The One I have not yet seen but believe with all my soul.

Thanks to Our Father for Family


Israel

Israel (Photo credit: zeevveez)

It has been foisted upon them to be hated from birth.  The very nature of their name draws enemies on every side.  Yet they remain.  Lies and accusations abound against them.  If they are poor or rich, matters not.  If they have, someone else demands an accounting.  If they have not, “Well, they deserve it”.  By appearance they are no different than any other man or woman.  Yet they were carved out of humanity by the sovereign God Himself.  Set like a jewel among beads of lead, the Israelites suffer against their will.

It was not their choice to be children of a man of faith.  They were born as God desired.  And are supported even to this day by His Glorious hand.  They are the hated throng.  But the hatred they endure is only that of blood filled sacks.  Envy is the engine of all war against them.  The name they bear is from the Lord.  And it was to His people that He appeared, to draw up a bridge for all men.

My thanks to my brothers, into whom I am adopted.  I was not from you.  But Jesus made it so.  You do not stand alone.  And I am sure they will soon come for the adopted children also.  May God continue to bless your leaders with wisdom and strength.

Baal Worship.


Deutsch: Der Baal Tempel in Palmyra im Dezembe...

Deutsch: Der Baal Tempel in Palmyra im Dezember 2009. English: The Temple of Baal in Palmyra in December 2009. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The Lord has set me in harness.  With skillful hand He directs me in the straight ways of the plow.  “Rip up the land.”  He has commanded me.  He is with me to tear at the ways of baal (The worship of man’s rebellion toward God and his love for the works of his own hands.) among the members of men who inhabit the same day as I.

You who worship the ways of man in every wicked way come to me.  Argue what you will.  Your ways will not stand before His wisdom and Righteous ways.  You sacrifice your children to every wicked way.  You do as you please and are not satisfied with the wickedness you already retain.  “More rebellion!”  This is the battle cry of man today.  It has been prophesied from thousands of years past.  You will seek out all that is wicked in increasing violence.  And you will consider yourself righteous because He allows you to have your fill of what your hand can create.  In this rebellious way you consider that strength belongs to you.  All lasting strength belongs to the Living God in His Son Jesus!  But you will refuse to acknowledge this.

There was a young man who is like what the Lord has given to His servant.  The young man’s name is Gideon.  Listen to the testimony of that young man.  The Lord turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?”

“Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but how can I save Israel?  My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.”  (Judges 6: 14, 15)

Listen to what Gideon said.  He confessed that he was the least in the least clan.  Yet the Lord sent him to rip at the enemy of His people.  I am of those who are the least in the world; full of wickedness and depravity.  And of those wicked men I was the lesser of them all.  But now He has set my feet on strong ground and has commanded me to rip at the wickedness of all men.

You think you will stand on the day of judgment.  All the while you chase after every evil thing you can lay your filthy hands on.  What restrains you now is the society around you.  But you will fall away into oblivion on the day your soul is judged.  Righteousness has escaped your heart.  The Righteousness of God has not entered into your ways.  And you will be found false before the perfect Living God.  This restraint you trust in, the acceptable laws of man around you, will begin to fall into chaos soon.  Then what restraint will you find to restrain your desire for filthy ways?

I warn you as one who draws the plow over your desirable meadows.  There will be good seed planted.  And you will marvel at the edible crop which grows from among you.  For now you have no taste for the food of God.  You think what you provide for yourself is sufficient.  Your food is sweet to your wicked tongue.  But it is the sweetness of poison that you embrace with all your heart.  You consider that God will harm you.  And you hate His ways with all the strength you can gather.  You have no taste for what is Good.  You call good evil, and evil good.  What will come of this behavior?

Present yourself to Him before He comes to take you from this place of testing.  If you do not, you will be destroyed.  The fruit of sin does not provide God’s desire among men.  At the harvest of souls such men will simply be cast away, as one might throw away rotten grapes.  Where is the compassion when you toss out your garbage?  Do you love what you are willing to throw away to the stinking heap of refuse?  Do you shed tears as men come to take what you do not want?  No!  Unless you turn your heart to Him, this will become your fate.  Be wise and listen.

By His Grace.

Peaceless Peace


prayer..

prayer.. (Photo credit: aronki)

The morning before dawn greeted me with a nightmare.  My belly complained to me with heart burn.  And the prospect of prayer before dawn beckoned to me.  For these reasons I left the restless place of sleep and came to seek the Lord’s face.

Knives were used against me in a dream.  It was ordered from a man that I should die.  And that man’s people hunted me down.  To my shame I tried to hide, but I was found.  I asked why.  But none of them answered with respect.  Violence covered them with dedicated violence.  And they cut at me.  In the end hatred consumed them and the final thrust of a knife was more than I was willing or able to dream.  So I woke.  The heartburn caused me no peace in my body.  And now my soul was troubled at the dream.  So I rose and came to seek the Lord’s face.

But in prayer there was no peace to be found.  No understanding came to me.  I confessed what sins I could grasp.  And my mind searched quickly through the day before to see if the Lord would shine a light on any of them as the reason for this “empty” place of prayer.  Nothing was found to separate me from His presence.  And I considered the meaning of this violent morning of peaceless turmoil.

I asked to be dressed by His Grace so that I could serve both He and man.  And I received what is true.  All good things come from God.  We are utterly empty of any means to provide what God alone holds in His Holy hand.  All things good remain in His hand.  What shall we give to purchase God’s blessings?  He will give what He will give.  And if He retains a certain peace, which we have come to expect, what shall we do to gain that which belongs to the Living God?  Who are we to demand?  It is God’s Holy Right to do as He pleases.  And with this peace has come.

It is not the peace I was looking for.  I came to seek those things He has given in the past.  But I found a place different; a peace has come which is fragile and somewhat unsure.  I had sought something deeper and more filling.  But two things came to me that I have known.  It is by faith alone that we will be saved.  Each day has its own trouble.  And I have remembered freshly that it is God who retains the right to teach as He sees fit.

May His will be done forever.  He is the Holy God of Israel.  We serve as we are given.  And all that is given comes dressed with His perfect wisdom and understanding.  Even in an unsettled emptiness I will serve Him and I will not complain.  Who am I to order the Lord to feed my perception and expectation of His perfect ways?

By His Grace.

Dedication to He Who IS


Fear The Lord The left hand of the two similar...

Fear The Lord The left hand of the two similarly carved stones either side of the west entrance to St Leonard's Church. 32432 "Fear the Lord your God and serve Him. Hold fast to Him and take your oaths in His name." Deuteronomy 10:20 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Let poverty envelop me,

I will serve the Lord.

Let sickness render me to death,

I will serve the Lord.

Let my limbs be limp,

I will serve the Lord.

Let all abandon me,

I will serve the Lord.

Let my life appear useless,

I will serve the Lord.

Let them rail against me,

I will serve the Lord.

May my body endure the will of the Spirit of God.  Let the Lord fill up His testimony by the sacrifice of this body.  May the Living God, the Father of Jesus my Lord, find pleasure at the life His Great Mercy has sent unto me.  I am His.  I do not belong to myself.  I do not belong to the ways of this world.  I do not belong to the desires of man.  And, by His Grace, I will stand apart to serve the maker of my soul.

Amen.